https://wiki.yesmap.net/wiki/index.php?action=history&feed=atom&title=Testimony%3A_Experiences_of_chronophiliasTestimony: Experiences of chronophilias - Revision history2026-04-30T16:59:44ZRevision history for this page on the wikiMediaWiki 1.45.3https://wiki.yesmap.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_Experiences_of_chronophilias&diff=31217&oldid=prevJim Burton at 22:30, 6 April 20252025-04-06T22:30:30Z<p></p>
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</table>The Adminshttps://wiki.yesmap.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_Experiences_of_chronophilias&diff=29144&oldid=prevThe Admins at 10:08, 11 September 20242024-09-11T10:08:52Z<p></p>
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</table>The Adminshttps://wiki.yesmap.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_Experiences_of_chronophilias&diff=23872&oldid=prevJohnHolt at 14:03, 20 November 20232023-11-20T14:03:38Z<p></p>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>You may learn a lot about hebephilia and pedophilia as an experience by simply taking part in the [[minor attracted community]]. Indeed, this topic, within its wider political context was a research subject in 2017 for Mikkel Rask Pedersen's Master's Thesis.<ref>[https://www.b4uact.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/12/The-Politics-of-being-a-Pedophile.pdf ''The Politics of being a Pedophile - An anthropological exploration of political engagements and narratives among minor attracted people''. Mikkel Rask Pedersen. 2017. Aarhus Dept of Anthropology]</ref> We list some of our own examples here.</div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>You may learn a lot about hebephilia and pedophilia as an experience by simply taking part in the [[minor attracted community]]. Indeed, this topic, within its wider political context was a research subject in 2017 for Mikkel Rask Pedersen's Master's Thesis.<ref>[https://www.b4uact.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/12/The-Politics-of-being-a-Pedophile.pdf ''The Politics of being a Pedophile - An anthropological exploration of political engagements and narratives among minor attracted people''. Mikkel Rask Pedersen. 2017. Aarhus Dept of Anthropology]</ref> <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">For a period during the 2010s, [[Virtuous Pedophiles]] such as [[Gary Gibson]], [[Todd Nickerson]] and the (now reformed) Virped, [[Ed Chambers]] were particularly forthcoming about their daily lives as non-offending MAPs, but later examples have been hard to come by, despite the undeniable growth of the online community.</ins></div></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*'''Katie Cruz - [https://amapin.love/2019/05/24/82/ 2019 Blog post] and [https://amapin.love/2017/05/27/what-is-a-healthy-relationship-with-a-girl/ What is a healthy relationship with a girl?] - A MAP In Love'''</div></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*'''Katie Cruz - [https://amapin.love/2019/05/24/82/ 2019 Blog post] and [https://amapin.love/2017/05/27/what-is-a-healthy-relationship-with-a-girl/ What is a healthy relationship with a girl?] - A MAP In Love'''</div></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*:"Still, it seems mothers do something equally silencing in the day-to-day way we do not speak of our erotic feelings toward those most desirable of objects, our children. We say our kids are cute, of course, or beautiful or remarkable, and we endlessly detail their behaviors and idiosyncrasies, but rarely do we acknowledge the erotic component of our own feelings in these observations of them. I say "rarely" because just today, when I was trying to explain the topic of this essay to a friend with a six-month-old daughter, she said simply, "It's the most erotic thing I've ever felt. You know it's no joke about pretending to eat her right up. I really do want to. It's just uncontainable, this desire. But what can I do? I can't have sex with her. Although nursing takes care of that." That's right, I thought. The physical intimacy of early infancy does mediate those drives in the parent, does "take care of" the uncontainable desire in a way that can't occur at the Oedipal stage."</div></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*:"Still, it seems mothers do something equally silencing in the day-to-day way we do not speak of our erotic feelings toward those most desirable of objects, our children. We say our kids are cute, of course, or beautiful or remarkable, and we endlessly detail their behaviors and idiosyncrasies, but rarely do we acknowledge the erotic component of our own feelings in these observations of them. I say "rarely" because just today, when I was trying to explain the topic of this essay to a friend with a six-month-old daughter, she said simply, "It's the most erotic thing I've ever felt. You know it's no joke about pretending to eat her right up. I really do want to. It's just uncontainable, this desire. But what can I do? I can't have sex with her. Although nursing takes care of that." That's right, I thought. The physical intimacy of early infancy does mediate those drives in the parent, does "take care of" the uncontainable desire in a way that can't occur at the Oedipal stage."</div></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*'''Katie Cruz - [https://amapin.love/2019/05/24/82/ 2019 Blog post] and [https://<del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">amapinlove</del>.<del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">dreamhosters.com</del>/2017/05/27/what-is-a-healthy-relationship-with-a-girl/ What is a healthy relationship with a girl?] - A MAP In Love'''</div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*'''Katie Cruz - [https://amapin.love/2019/05/24/82/ 2019 Blog post] and [https://<ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">amapin</ins>.<ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">love</ins>/2017/05/27/what-is-a-healthy-relationship-with-a-girl/ What is a healthy relationship with a girl?] - A MAP In Love'''</div></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>You may learn a lot about hebephilia and pedophilia as an experience by simply taking part in the [[minor attracted community]], however, we list some examples here.</div></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>You may learn a lot about hebephilia and pedophilia as an experience by simply taking part in the [[minor attracted community]], however, we list some examples here.</div></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*'''Katie Cruz - [https://<del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">amapinlove</del>.<del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">dreamhosters.com</del>/2019/05/24/82/ 2019 Blog post] and [https://amapinlove.dreamhosters.com/2017/05/27/what-is-a-healthy-relationship-with-a-girl/ What is a healthy relationship with a girl?] - A MAP In Love'''</div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*'''Katie Cruz - [https://<ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">amapin</ins>.<ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">love</ins>/2019/05/24/82/ 2019 Blog post] and [https://amapinlove.dreamhosters.com/2017/05/27/what-is-a-healthy-relationship-with-a-girl/ What is a healthy relationship with a girl?] - A MAP In Love'''</div></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*:"Or when the Bruno Mars song “Just the Way You Are,” comes on, she grabs your hand and leads you to a recliner and says, “I wanna sit on your lap.” So you sit down, and she hops up and grabs your arms and pulls them around her. She wants love and affection, and out of everyone in the room, she feels safest with you. She leans back and lets you rest your head on her shoulder, next to her cheek. Then she turns and gives you a kiss on the cheek. True story. How is that not romantic? How do you not fall in love with that?" [...] "It’s one that no matter what, when she’s older, she never looks back with any sort of contempt. It’s a lifelong friendship, even if that’s all that it ever is or becomes. It’s always putting her well-being above my own. It’s filled with lots of hugs, cuddles, affection. It’s mentoring and nurturing her to be successful, and a wonderful person. It’s growing with her, even though she’s not always going to be the little girl I fell in love with. But no matter what, she’ll sill be my love."</div></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*:"Or when the Bruno Mars song “Just the Way You Are,” comes on, she grabs your hand and leads you to a recliner and says, “I wanna sit on your lap.” So you sit down, and she hops up and grabs your arms and pulls them around her. She wants love and affection, and out of everyone in the room, she feels safest with you. She leans back and lets you rest your head on her shoulder, next to her cheek. Then she turns and gives you a kiss on the cheek. True story. How is that not romantic? How do you not fall in love with that?" [...] "It’s one that no matter what, when she’s older, she never looks back with any sort of contempt. It’s a lifelong friendship, even if that’s all that it ever is or becomes. It’s always putting her well-being above my own. It’s filled with lots of hugs, cuddles, affection. It’s mentoring and nurturing her to be successful, and a wonderful person. It’s growing with her, even though she’s not always going to be the little girl I fell in love with. But no matter what, she’ll sill be my love."</div></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*'''[http://www.ratical.org/many_worlds/MaCTEB.html The erotic bond between a Mother and her Child]'''</div></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*'''[http://www.ratical.org/many_worlds/MaCTEB.html The erotic bond between a Mother and her Child]'''</div></td></tr>
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